Wow, That's sad right?!?!

Okay so I noticed that last time I posted was when I was ready to drop some lbs and my dream bod back right?!?!? Well guess what.... That was a failed attempt.LOL. I honestly don't know what happened. I just got in the mood of work .. work .. work.. that when I'm off all I have time for, or at least that is what I feel,is for my kids. I feel drained most of the time. Like I don't have energy anymore. Sad, I know. But I am hoping to change all that. So the way I looked in my last post... well I still look like that now.. Sad, Iknow..lol

Lately I've noticed that I have been a little more moody with my kids and I am really short tempered with everything. I feel like I gave up on nutrition and now I am back to the old moody me and I hate it. So I am going to find a way to work out my schedule so that I can eat healthy and workout daily so that I am myself again. So that I have more energy to raise my boys the right way so that I don't  feel like it is a chore but more of a blessing.

My kids deserve the  best and I only hope to provide them with that. They will not be able to stand Strong on there own  if I don't build a firm foundation for them to grow on. So the thing that is bothering me is what I am going to do with the situation I put myself in. I thought working again would be a great little break from my motherly duties but now I'm not so sure that was the right thing to do as I find I am stressed out more now. So I guess you can say that my work is kind of hanging in the way of what I am trying to accomplish. Or maybe its the way I deal with things that make it stressful for me. Either way I know that I am going to make a change soon whether it is to continue working at CYM or become a full time SAHM because that job comes with benefits, bonuses, experiences and so much more!!

Well that is all for now.. until next time ..

Lala