Friday, August 21, 2009

The End.....

So the end of the summer is here and I can honestly say this was one summer to remember!! I mean I have been through so many life changing moments and experiences this summer then I have been through my whole life!! Sheesh I didn't think that I would be this way! If you were to ask me this time last year where do I see myself in a five years I wouldn't have had an answer but if you were to ask me now, then I would say, I see myself progressing still and anxious to learn more each and every day! I see myself sealed to my family and still working towards the bigger picture. My kids are troopers for going through this with me!!LOL!!

T.j just started school yesterday and I was so happy yet sad at the same time!!LOL!! He was up and ready two hours before school started!!LOL! When we met his teacher and classmates he was so shy! I think in a few days he will come out of his shell, so they better enjoy his silence now!!LOL!!:) Now I have to entertain my baby by myself while T.j is at school!!LOL!! He is a handful by himself!! He needs to be supervised 24/7!!hahahaha... With T.J I could leave him a few mins alone and know he is okay and so is the house, but with my baby if I leave him alone he will find something to destroy!!LOL!!They are growing so fast. I just want time to slow down so I can teach them more!

Through previous post I have let you all know that growing up I have always had a fear of death, but I have learned to overcome most of it, thank goodness. Now my new fear is "Am I a good parent? Did I teach my kids enough to make it through temptations now days? If my time was now, will I have prepared them enough to know what is important in life? Through my examples would they know right from wrong when Im not around? UUUgghhh.... These are the new questions that I have been asking myself each day! I know they are young but I just don't want them to go down the path I did growing up!! I want them to succeed in life and be great examples to there peers.

Well now that school is back in session for T.j it is now time for me to teach my baby, that biting is bad, throwing is bad and talking back to me is a sin!!LOL!! Well that's all for now!! I just wanted to blog really quick before I started cleaning!!LOL!!

So I guess this summer has got to be one of the most frightful yet uplifting summer I have ever had!! As for my kids, this was one weird summer for them but Im sure they had a blast!! Dont worry I should have all this down by next year so no more last minute life changes!!LOL!! For sure next year we will make plans for our summer before it comes!!

3 comments:

pwincessdi said...

I'm proud of you Klarah. It has been wonderful to be your neighbor & sis in law and watch you learn and grow! Thanks for being a great example to me and my kids :) Your example will teach ur kids everything they need to learn!! :)

pan x 8 said...

You are doing so great and I hope you remember us when it's your big day to go through..

Anonymous said...

Your doing awesome with teaching your boys! :) I'm so glad you've overcome most of your fears, cause you were seriously killing me! ha ha ha.. Love your post sis!