6 + Months and the excitement is just kicking in, LITERALLy!

Is it almost time yet!?!? I swear I feel like I have been pregnant for a year now!!LOL!! I hate the feeling of being pregnant and getting bigger. Although some expecting mothers would embrace the symptoms, feelings and looks of being pregnant.. I DON'T. I especially hate having this weird disease called "Elephantitis". Its where your feet get and look extremely swollen and you can't hide them if your life depended on it. :(

I started seeing myself getting depressed while shopping for maternity clothes as I felt like a whale stuck in a fish tank while walking around the stores. Ughh.. I wish I could fit into all my clothes that I already have cause all these maternity clothes are EXPENSIVE. Is it wrong to be annoyed with the cashiers who assure me that there prices were worth it as the there clothes consist of "extra but much needed material" for continuous growth for the "already growing"!?!? Ggrrrr...

Well, since finding out I was pregnant I was always paranoid of having a miscarriage as it seemed to happen more often then usual with people I knew within the past two or three years. So I wanted to wait until I was past my first trimester to be excited. Well that past and yet I felt as if I was still in harms way. I am weird I know. LOL.

At the end of my 5 month I started to feel my baby actually kick or hit!!LOL! I mean hard enough to where I don't have to slightly push my hands into my stomach to feel it move anymore. Now I can just lay there and see my tummy move a bit. Its both amazing and creepy at the same time. I am a little past 6 months and the joy of mothering another baby boy has started to hit me. I am really going to have another baby boy and I am SO excited.

So excited that I felt as if we had to start shopping for baby now. Therefore we went out and got a car seat/stroller, crib, crib mattress, crib bedding, swing for the baby, and a tub!! I know its not much but I felt like I was so paranoid for so long that I want to just be excited through the rest of my pregnancy and stop feeling sorry for myself and embrace the blessing I was given to bare another child. We don't have much but I am using what we do have to go shopping for the baby as long as it is within our means. I find this the best remedy for a stressed out pregnant women in my opinion!

I am looking into turning my boys game room into a nursery (sorry, no more Xbox or Wii!!LOL). Toa doesn't care what I do as long as it keeps me happy. So here is colors scheme I am going for in the baby's nursery ( Not the wall colors!!) . I did not know how expensive crib bedding was, until now. So I figured I can go with something simple and nice and work around it! I am really going for something different that I haven't done with my other two boys. So since this is my last son (hopefully), I wanted to see how creative I can be with this simple color scheme and see how I can make the baby's nursery stick out but be soothing for me to be in at the same time!! Wish me Luck!!