I realized since I have nothing else to do, because all my reports are finished or at least caught up and theres no one to talk to for a few more hours, this is the perfect time to let random thoughts go free!!LOL!! So I thought I should just blog about them! First off I wanted to remind myself that as soon as I get off I am going to go to Banbury Cross!! Mmmmmmm........Yummy, can't wait!!! My cravings for doughnuts started after the following events happeneded: I woke up at 7:30am yesterday and have been up since running arons all day. On top of that, all I had to eat all day was a meal from Iceberg and a cup of noodles. If that wasn't bad enough, I came to work and stay up all night, so yes, I'm like starving!!!LOL!! Okay I'm being dramatic, I had a few oranges (thanks Anna) throughout the day but I still was hungry before I came into work!!LMBO!! By the time I get off the doughnut shops will be the only thing open!! I eat alot I know but I hate when I feel like I'm starving myself cause then, ....well it doesn't matter what happens then, just know that it isn't good!! Okay..... Moving on....
Anywho,moving on, I was trying to think of something nice and simple I could do for my kids just for the following reasons;
1. T.j has got yet another award from school!! His principle called to inform us that we could come by the front office and see it for ourselves when we had a chance!! Also that T.J's teacher wanted us to know how proud she was of him!
2. K.j hates when I leave for work!! So I promise him I would get him something if he saves my spot in MY bed for me so his dad doesn't take it!!!LOL!! He cries his chubby little eyes out:( I hate feeling like the bad mom when I leave him!!
3.My boys are the best kids ever!!LOL!!
4.They both deserve it for putting up with there stressed out mommy!!!!LOL!! Also because being a MEAN MOM is hard!!!!
All I could think of was to get them doughnuts on my way home from work cause right now all that is going through my head is food!!LOL!! Oh and because it is a proven fact that those who start off the day with good breakfast usually think better and have more energy throughout the day!! Last but not least because my boys love doughnuts as well!!!
I'm just feeling a little guilty/sad because as I was leaving for work last night my boys did there normal routine and put on there sad faces and asked me not to go to work again. So I told T.j that I was working to get the money for his bike and fishing pole that he really wants, so he was fine with that, reached over then kissed and hugged me goodbye!! K.j on the other hand:(This is exactly how it was with him!)
Me: Baby mommy has to go to work to make money......(This is where he cut me off!!LOL!)
K.J: No, Watch, Come with me mommy...( as he pulls me to the cub board in the hall way by his room.)Open it and look everywhere.
Me: What is it baby? Trash? Crap that Daddy and I throw up there so we can deal with it later!?! Papers? What? Your game cards? What??
K.j:I see it...Look over there..(He insists that I carry him at this point!)
So I picked him up and still I only saw his cards..
Me: Mommy doesnt have time to play, I have to go to work.
(So he started to cry louder and reached into cub board and started pushing all the loose pennies,dimes, nickels ect... whatever he could reach as I was pulling him away and placing him back on the floor. He then started picking up all the money
while trying to make me hold it!)
K.J: See look its alot of money mom, now you can stay home with me....PLEASE MOM... dont go daddys not my friend!!
It funny to see there reactions and what they would say to get there way but at the same time it hurts me when my kids act like that. However when I'm able to get them what they need and sometimes what they want it just seems worth it to me!! I love my kids dearly and I only want the best for them!!! So sacrifices must be made;) I think when I get home I'm going to walk to those cub boards and brake em cause now everytime I look at it, all I will see is my son and how sad I made him!!LOL!!!Okay well I'm tired of typing and ... well just tired in general so until my fingers touch another key board I'm out!!! Good night my fellow peeps!!!.....
3 comments:
awww poor phatso...he's soo cute & beatable at the same time. I know it's hard leaving them, but in time they'll realize it was just as hard for you as it was for them. Temporary is what you should think. Hope you get enuff rest today!!
Love ya,
aNNa
P.S.
U owe me a bag of oranges thanks!! lol..jk!! :P
Lmbo!! That is the cutest thing ever! Their minds are soo innocent...Your a hard worker Klarah..and in due time the boys will fully understand your sacrifices for them!! What an AWESOME mommy you are.
Just dont work TOO hard girl!
P.S.
You, Toa & the boys should DEFINITELY pay a visit to the east coast!! Great company is very much needed when we're away from home..PLUS we'd LOVE to have you guys here!! =)
Let us know....
Awww, that was too cute and sad at the same time. I can see his sad chubby face crying for you. He is so cute and has such a simple mind. I love it! Keep doing what you're doing. It's all for love! You're a good "Mean mom."
Love ya
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