Thursday, April 16, 2009

A quick update before I go to sleep!!!LOL!!

So this week has been kind of crazy for me!! People might think I'm always tired cause I work too much but the truth is that my hubby works just as much as me, however I am just so tired because I am cross training to do a night audit position at work and I usually work A.M shifts, but this training is GRAVEYARD and its kicking my butt!!LMBO!! One day I would work 10pm to 4am and that same day I have to start work again @ 9am-5pm!!(WTH!?!?!) So that is just an example of my crazy hours that I have to put up with just to improve what I'm already doing!!! I'm making sure I can secure my job, cause our hours have been cut tremendously. There are so many people that didn't like that and quit so that's why I'm trying to cross train in there positions and move up!! Yay me!! I'm tired and drained but with all these blessings that my family and I have been receiving I cant complain, I guess its just what keeps me going!! I have been struggling alot this year with financial problems and on top of that I didn't have medical insurance for my children and it was taking a toll on me. With this crazy weather my youngest son kept getting sick, so therefore I was basically working to pay off his medical bills because I missed the cut off date for enrollment at my job and I didn't qualify for government assistance ...........UuUuggghhhh...........Anywho I took it all out on my hubby because I felt like he wasn't doing enough for our family and that was another problem that we were having. Then I talked to my dad and he told me that I shouldn't give up and that the most important thing was to take my family back to church and start paying tithing. I was like, hello, didn't you hear me!?!? I don't have money to pay tithing. Anywho Toa woke up the following Sunday morning and out of no where just went and paid our tithing. Later when he got home from his moms we just had a long talk about trying to hold our family together and how we could manage if we stay on the same team!!LOL!! Well maybe a few hours after our talked I told him I had to go sleep for work and he said okay and went to check our mail. When he came back in he had a huge smile on his face. Come to find out that for some reason and I don't know what, but we qualified for cheap medical insurance for this month!! So I got my kids there well child check ups done as well as there dental appointments and it's nice to know that they are healthy as a doc!! Then yesterday when I went to work Toa had an interview with our bishop and the news that he received was so calming to me!! We found out that he will be able to baptize our oldest,T.J next year and we can start possibly doing temple classes as soon as June of this year!! I just am so excited that we are taking the necessary steps to making or family an eternal family and that's all I've ever wanted!! It might have taken us years to get here but I'm glad I waited!!! That's all for now!!! I have to go sleep now because I got off at 3am and I have to go back at 6pm tonight!! Ugghh.... I just want this training to be over with already!!!

3 comments:

Tala Motuliki said...

Klarah! I m so happy for you and bubs and your family! Im so excited to see how much happier you are the day that you guys get sealed! Im sooo happy that you a bubs are coming together as a couple and as a mother and father....I love you guys!!! Remember we are on the same boat as yall...so we are always here when you or bubs need to talk...love ya!!!

Klarah said...

Thanks!! I know its not something that will happen over night!! I'm just so thankful that it is in progress of getting there!! I dont want to push Toa any harder then he is pushing himself, I'm just trying to suck it all in!! I'm such a proud wife and mother right now!! I bet you and Kel are feeling the exact same way!!

Anonymous said...

I'm so happy for the both of you sis! I can totally see the changes in the both of you! I love you guys and can't wait for you guys to be an eternal family! :D